told off by an illegal immigrant. God moves in wondrous ways.

so i reread this mornings post... and i have officially decided that i am freaking stupid. haha idk. my writing is sometimes so... disjointed! hopefully, this blog will fix that, but i seriously doubt it. i mean, come on! i dont even punctuate. a;sldfjas;dlkfj well, anyhow...

okokok yuri. i dont suck at writing. but i wish i could get better. :( but i dont know how... writer's plateau. maybe i should go read some more books... i haven't read a real novel in like, 6 years. ohman.

my life is a conflicting sea of decisions that i need to make, and there are so many currents trying to pull me to and fro. its easy to just go with the flow - the harder part is trying to figure out which currents will take me to shore, and which ones will wash me even farther away from where i need to be.

ok i cant focus enough to get this thing written so alas! i shall talk to you later.

-ben